Are you ever overcome
by feelings of utter inadequacy? It is as if everything in life builds up
against your schedule, abilities, emotions and your resources. It gets to the
point where you want to crawl into a hole and hope some abuser of your existence
will finally, mercifully plug the opening.
I know, I’ve been
there. I have stood at the foundation of the “Can’t Wall,” beholding its bulk and
realizing the thorough frustration that there is no climbing over, tunneling
under or hiking around this gargantuan obstacle.
Is one person supposed
to have this many responsibilities heaped on their shoulders? Is a gal really
expected to carry herself along with the weight of so many others from day to
day? Is some dude really meant to be the “go to” guy day in, day out without reinforcements,
without rest, without relief?
Are you that person who
has gone the extra mile so many times that a marathon would feel like child’s
play?
Have you hit the Can’t Wall?
The Apostle Paul did when he enumerated his troubles and concluded, “And then, there
is the daily care of the churches on my shoulders.”
Let’s reinforce that
wall for a bit.
You have your job and
all that it entails. Then there is the care of the family, the spouse, the
children and the pets. Add to that the home, laundry, kitchen, bathrooms, yard
and all you have to do to keep your place from looking like a meth house. Plus,
you have your vehicles to keep serviced, running, cleaned, gassed, insured,
licensed. Have we mentioned the bills? Oh, add to that the pressures of life
while your health is breaking down, your bathroom scales are screaming for
relief, your love life is tanked and people on social media have climbed your
frame because of your politics and faith.
Consider also the
unwritten letters, birthday cards, graduation announcements, wedding
preparation and the funeral on Wednesday. Perhaps the government is on your
back about taxes, registrations, fees, license, regulations, rules and a
speeding ticket because you were in a rush to get all this done.
Cold and flu season is
just around the corner because it’s back-to-school time. Yeah, there’s that!
Kids need backpacks, books, clothes (with the proper holes and tears),
computers repaired, cell phones upgraded, where are those immunization papers? Band,
choir and sports equipment need to be bought, sheaves of permissions, registration
and liability sign-offs need to be read and returned.
“We have got to go to
the grocery store, the cupboards are bare!” “What are you going to buy them
with, your good looks?”
The toilet isn’t
working, neither is your son. Your daughter’s heart is broken, your curling
iron is too.
I can’t, I just can’t!
It’s all too much, the wall that I have hit has knocked me down for the
count!!!
Now, imagine attempting
all this without the One Who enables and empowers us to do the things we cannot
do. That’s where your neighbor lives! But you have something, some One they don’t,
You have the Lord.
Friend, I will admit to
you right now, the Can’t Wall has me somewhat overwhelmed. I’ve hit it hard and
it hasn’t budged.
Then I recall something that has the potential to blast that wall to smithereens. Here it is: I can do all things through Christ which
strengtheneth me. Philippians
4:13
*I
- Weak, unable, inefficient, insufficient, depleted, frustrated, anxious,
fearful.
*Can
do all things – The other side of the wall.
*Through
Christ – The all sufficient Savior - all knowing, all powerful, all
everything, my all-in-all.
*Which
strengthens me – I can tap into the infinite energy and resources of the God Who hung planets, flung stars, carved
landscapes, grew trees, fashioned life, bought salvation and sustains it all.
The Can’t Wall looms ahead of me this
day. There are agendas to meet, plans to make, appointments to keep, people to
help, things to do, bills to pay, burdens to bear, pain to endure, souls to save,
articles to read, messages to prepare, life to live…and the lawn needs mowed!
I can’t get over, under or around the
Can’t Wall. So, I’ll depend on my Lord to change my direction, show me a door I
hadn’t seen before, or let it crumble before my shouts of praise like Jericho’s wall.
And while depending on Him, I need to take those first steps toward the wall.